Who are you?

Hey dudes!

Well today was my first day back at college since... 6 months ago because of our strike! And let me tell you, when you haven't attended school in that long and then all of a sudden you get back right into it and start pounding into concrete subjects your head kind of hurts and you feel like melting into a puddle of desperation. 

OK. I will admit I'm being a little dramatic but I had classes from 8 to 6 and let me tell you at 6 I was dead.... Again, not actually dead but you know what I mean!

I have to admit it does feel good to be back and see friends I haven't seen in a while, and to be able to learn new things and get back to the average life of a student!

At lunch I just sat there, dozing off of my friends conversation and just looking around me, seeing all these different people and watching them as they hurry through the halls. So many people, all at once.

I felt new in a kind of way even though I'm not. Like if I want to just go up to a group of people and make new friends, but somehow I feel a little shy, so I content myself in just watching them go and then eventually drift back to my friends conversations about everything and nothing.

This all got me to think of who am I? Have you ever asked yourself who you were?

Obviously you are a human, don't be silly, what I'm trying to explain is who are you inside? What do you want to become? I want to become a professionnal photographer, who is sociable, fun to be around, always positive and who is a great lover and friend.

Who am I right now? I am a young lady, struggling to succeed, a dreamer, who is sociable, who is trying to be a 100% positive and who is trying to become a better person, a person who people can trust, love.

I have to say it is kind of hard because I'm still young and haven't really seen the real world.

Up to now I have experienced my childhood years and now I'm finishing up my teenage years. And yes I'm going to admit it, teenage years are crucial. I'm ready for those years to be finished and start up in the adult world. It seems kind of scary in a way but if you think of it all stages in life are scary. 

Anyways enough with the chit chat, in an older blogg I wrote, I explained how my favorite photographer Lara Jade use to use herself as a model to create her photographs to practice with and create cool concepts.

Well I did the same again! It's a weird concept but creativity and originality is one prestigeous quality you must have to become a photographer. 

So yes, you have me sitting in a bath tub looking somewhat adventurous. I look at this picture and honestly I have no idea why but the first thing that pops in my head is: Alice in Wonderland.
Why you may ask?
I don't know, it just seems as if I was in my own world, discovering the confort of a bath tub.... WEIRD. Or wondering how I got there. Like if someone just threw a spell on me and I landed there!
It's up to you on how you feel when you look at this picture. 

Like a lot of people say: « A picture can express a thousand words »
Enjoy,