I don't know about you but whenever I sit down at my desk and I need to write some kind of essay in class I love starting by a quote that fits with what I'm about to write.
I don't know why exactly but it gives me some kind of emotion to write about, it makes me wonder and express myself.
So what better way than to start up this topic with one of Eleanor Roosevelt's quotes!
Dreams come in many forms. Either it's a career path, a passion, a journey, love, family and the list just keeps going and going......
The crazy thing is that dreams change, as you change and sometimes it hurts for some people, a lot. But then again sometimes you realize who you really are!
And then there's the times when you finally reach your dream but then you're too scared to go forward so you freeze in that one livid spot not knowing what to do.
Honestly for people who actually got to that part I wish I could tell you something to help you get by it but I've never actually been there yet so I don't really know how it exactly feels.
So I'm sorry to not help you out in other way! :P
But I can give you advise. Ask yourself if that's what you really want. And then ask yourself in 5 years will you be happy or not. Cause it's all about you obviously, it's your dream yet again you might think it's your dream but in reality it's not your chosen dream.
K. Alex miss spychologist slash philosopher (I literally did refer to ''Slash'' because I'm typing on my new mac and I honestly can't find the slash button anywhere so bare with me on this sunday morning I'm having this one on one time with this Apple dude to learn more about this amazing piece of technology hahaha) ANYWAYS.
But about the other kind of dreams I'm more able to help. Or at least feel what you are feeling.
I mean for me my biggest dream is to become a photographer, a famous one.. Ok not necessary famous, but I mean in a way that people know me and can refer me as an amazing photographer.
I want to be able to create art with my camera and to prove to the world I can be a true artist.
I think that's my dream, of course you never know until you're like 50 and you tell yourself ''ah crap. That's what I've always wanted to be or whatever '' Yet again, even at 50 when you realize what you're real dream was, you can always do it. Like I said, anythings poooooosssssssiiiiiiibbbbbbllllllleeee!
Now I'm going to confess about something. There is one thing I have had on my mind for a long time wondering why the hell am I thinking about it! Legit.
But it has to do with dreams.
When I was with my ex (I hate saying the word ex... Like I don't even know what that means.. So lets say.... hmmm ... The last love I have loved. ) HAHAHA WTF .
ANYWAYS . Well... I have to admit I love him. I always will I mean when you love someone you don't just unlove. You can't say you don't love them if you have loved them. Cause if you loved them you still do. It's like... duhh !
Anyways, we were together for a year and a half and he kept telling me how his dream was to end up with me living somewhere warm in the islands(ok that didin't work out too well because I'm a die hard snowboard junkie and I need snow snow snow! HAHAHA ) But it stuck to me.
I guess the part that hurt the most was that I liked that dream, but yet in the end it was like, I wasn't the girl he wanted to end up with so I was stranded half way to that warm island he was dreaming about with a snowboard in hand.
That's the hurtful part, cause every good thing must come to an end. And then life goes on. I've had other encounters with guys but every time it was getting to the relation part I froze and thought of that dream.
If I could, I would go back. But I can't. I'm sure I'm not the only one in the world that wants to go back in time! Hahaha!
I guess the present sucks so you'd either want to go back in time or forward to the happily ever ending part to like... See how the story ends!
Anyways, I'm super sick right now, all drugged up with niquil and all those cold medications cause I'm trying to get better for work tomorrow so I better stop rambling before I start writing things I shouldn't be writing hahaha!
Just one last thought, pursue your dreams, but if there's someone involved and you find out it's not exactly what you want, be gentle on letting it go.
Enjoy,
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