Okay so yesterday I wanted to blogg but we had some intense storm and my power went out.
Yes I do have a laptop so basically it's wireless BUT my internet is connected via electricity which means no internet for me!
Which means no going on blogster writing a blogg about the photos I took last night.
WELL NO FEAR INTERNET IS NOW WORKING AND I CAN WRITE A BLOGG!
Basically were half way into December and I'm still not in the christmas mood. Maybe because things have been bothering me lately but I'm moving into my apartment tomorrow and I'm hoping once this huge step becomes reality things will go a lot better and then I could try and get into the holiday spirit.
Oh, BTW I will be getting an Iphone this week so watch out guys!
Yes I have come to conclusion that Blackberrys really do suck, I have brought mine 7x in repairs and it's still breaking and it gets FRUSTRATING.
Well... Also they don't have instagram XD yes I had to add that into my comments because it's probably the best app Iphone has.
Anyways were going way far from my point is, I hope everyone is spending a great great December and is getting into the holiday spirit......At least I hope.
So yesterday was not my day.. Like at all. REALLY NOT. But it kind of brought thought to my head and made me realize things I wouldn't of suspected.
I still need time to think because I got badly hurt and I agree with the stupid saying ''Time will repair you'' and ''you will grow stronger'' ETC. I'm quotly (is that even a word) what my dad told me last night.
I hate that when you feel like crap and you have people trying to pet talk you into feeling better but it makes you mad and you know all this stuff already it's just in the moment you don't want to hear kind of thing!
But it does make sense so I guess I should put it out there because we do need time to digest every little thing that bothers us in life and then make the right decision on what's best for you.
So anyways, to top off my bad day there was a huge storm in which it took my half an hour to take the snow and the freezing rain that covered that snow on my car. Then I got late for class, then on my break I got a bad call with a certain someone yelling and being a jerk, then I got my exam which I failed, then go to my next class, watch a intense creepy crappy scary intense x10000 movie that made me feel all weird, then receiving another failed exam, then going to dinner with a certain someone who basically you don't want to have dinner with and then feeling like shit not knowing what to do because of some event that occurred the night before.
Oh and then home in my bed taking 2 extra strong advils and falling asleep.
WINNER.
hahah . What I'm trying to say is that no matter what we go through, things happen for a reason. Either you find who your true friends are, either you find out you're not in love with your significant other, either you realize who you are. ETC ETC. The list goes on and on but in my head I can't really think right now.
It's just we all have bad days, but in the end it's that one person who takes that bad day and turns it into good, and for this time it's my sweet sweet father. Yes he wasn't there physically but he was there on the phone while I cried and told him all the crappy things that happened today and yet he soothed me and told me things will get better.
Really who would of thought your own father would give the best solutions!
He told me to just relax and think.... He gave me his opinion and things I should do and in the end he just told me to go back home and just take it easy, so I did!
I got home and yes there was a huge ugly storm but oh my goodness the trees were all iced up and the darkness outside gave me this emotional love.
I ran outside with my camera and tried to capture my emotion.
It worked perfectly and this is the picture that represents me the most: Dark dark, sad, nervous, betrayed, tired. Yet with a light of beauty saying things will get better and that with time things will heal and that there's always a light after the storm.
Enjoy,
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