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Hey guys!!

Hope all is good this past week, it's been kind of drowsy lately over where I live and I'm kind of tired of it...
It's always raining and to be quite honest I love rain but when it rains everyday it gets kind of depressing and you start to feel weak in a way. But APPARENTLY the weather forecast says it's supposed to snow 10 to 15 cm this weekend.. So I'm a very gullible person, but over the weather network.... wellllll not so much! But for once I'm actually praying they're saying the truth because I really want it to snow! 

I personally think the first snow is the best. The moment you go outside and see the first snowflakes drop from the sky, and you know winter is here. It makes me all excited and happy! I prance around like a little pony excited to see the grass disappear and to be able to go shred! 

Okay so a little pony wouldn't be prancing around excited to see the grass disappear because they love grass so picture a little polar bear discovering snow... I guess. 

This post isn't quite about snow though. I wrote one a couple of weeks ago so I guess you guys are kind of tired of me writing about snow. AGAIN. 
No this post actually came to me last tuesday when I was out walking my dog in the forest. I randomly get thoughts built up in my head and I wait to actually write them out.. Don't ask why, I'm just really weird so whatever. 
But I was thinking about memories. Memories memories memories.
It's those moments when you do something and it makes you remember something in the past. For example when I was walking in the woods, I found this old abandoned house and it brought back a lot of memories from when I was younger with friends. 
Alright not that long ago because I've only been here for what ... 2 years now? But still it seems far and blurred out anyways so I might as well say it was when I was younger.. 
Well technically I was younger because I'm older than 2 years ago.
ANYWAYS. 
What I'm trying to get at is that we all have memories we want to keep forever, we all have memories we regret having and wished to never think of again, we get memories that scare us, and memories that make us sad.

We try telling ourselves the past is the past, you have to leave it behind, but you always have those memories in your head that will always come back even though sometimes you wish they didin't. 
I guess the best you can do is cherish them (even though they are bad, because you learn from them). 
For example a bad breakup. It will become a bad memory but you learn from it. You tell yourself how horrible it was and how you will never go back and do those mistakes again. 
And well for the good ones, you learn about yourself and you make yourself happy and everyone needs happiness in their lives. 
It makes you think really, it makes me feel somewhat better because whenever I get a bad memory, I think of a good one and it makes me feel better and I tell myself life is life. 
But for some people, they will live in sorrow from the past. They will be forever hurt and will never be able to function like a normal person.
Sadly I know someone who has been upset for many years over the past and it's tearing her up. If only that one person can see the light and try and forget about the past and just see the future of things.
OR see those bad memories into something constructive and happy, then maybe she could relive in happiness and be able to live normally.

But sadly I don't think that's going to happen.

To conclude my blogg, yesterday I did a photo shoot of my friend with her boyfriend. It makes me happy to shoot couples from time to time because you can really feel their love and vibe. It seems more alive and from the shoot you can discover how they vibe together and it just makes the photographs more lively. 
Yes they were quite shy on front of camera, but it was cute and I quite enjoyed it!
Enjoy,