You have to stay alive to see how the story ends.

Hey guys,

So I don't know if you've ever been through a bunch of ruff times and that you just get tired and you just want to quit...
I mean I've been going through sooooo many things during a past few years that I've been getting terribly tired of supporting this.

You feel so low at times that you can't even bare living. It hurts. You get so hurt inside that you can't possibly think anything can hurt you more and then paff. Something happens that makes the bad things worse.
Trust me I know what it feels like because I've been going through that dilemma many times and I'm officially in one now. I guess in a way it proves how strong I am because I've been getting past bad incidents before but it just gets tiring. I start to feel weak and unwilling to continue.

So earlier tonight I was on my bed taking pictures of my dog when I just survived a bad incident a few minutes before. That's when I told myself I need to write a blogg about it.
I need to reach out to everyone out there who might be living in the same situation as me. I just want to make sure everyone is good and strong as I am.
I decided to write this blogg to the people who have been going through ruff times just to explain to them to never give up.

Life can suck so badly at times, but I herd that life gives you many more positive times than negative moments so you have to bare with me and believe that you will have a break and that life will give you those magical moments soon.
We might be very unlucky now, but wait and see in a couple of years we will be stronger than anyone else and we will conquer this world with our head held high and have happiness overwhelm us.

I like to believe that right now I'm stuck in a dark tunnel and that one day I will be able to find a way out where the bright light shines. We just give up.
And when you think everything is coming down to an end just think about all the people who love and care about you.
Either it's family, friends a significant other.. You have people who love you.
And don't say you don't cause that's absurd!

My favourite quote from a movie me and my best friend use to watch over and over again really helps relate this situation:
''You have to stay alive to see how the story ends.''
I like to tell myself this quote every time I feel a little low because it's true. Our story never ends. You have to keep living until the real story ends. The unexpected fairy tale end. Not the incredibly horrible sad ending.
Life's not worth getting all down trust me, cause the more you feel sorry for yourself the more you just want to give up and feel hollow.

HOLLOW IS NOT GOOD. In less you feel like a hollow chocolate... Cause chocolates are happy, sweet and awesome ;)

What I'm trying to say is that you must never give up. I know people tell this all the time and it gets old but it's so true. It's just not worth it, you have so much to live for and like I said, there's always a light at the end of a tunnel so no matter how bad a situation gets you will be able to get out of it 10x stronger and feel happy and awesome about it.

So just to let you know that you're not alone in this, so many people go through bad moments in life trust me I've been through a lot but I'm never going to give up.  God gave me all these issues because he knows I can handle them and that I'm strong enough to get over them. So all I can say is life can kiss my butt cause I ain't going NO WHERE.

enjoy,