friendship

Hey guys!! 

First of all, I would just like to say that things in the fashion photography world are getting a lot better for me! 
Yes indeed, I have met up with an awesome dude that hooked me up with some tickets to go to the Montreal fashion week in February, and he called me up tuesday to go for coffee and discus my future in the fashion industry!
We talked and he is working very hard to get me a good internship during my college year with several photography agencies and fashion events!

I feel so grateful to have found this man, that is giving me this great opportunity and I'm amazed on how much he wanted to help me get to my goal in life: Fashion photographer.

So when I got home so excited I had to tell a bunch of friends(what easier way than to do it on Facebook!) and I would like to thank everyone who encouraged me and congratulated me for this amazing experience. You guys are the best and just that boost from the crowd just makes it seem so much better!

So after that amazing night of awesomeness, I woke up to -40 degrees weather. 
BAM. So much for going up to the hill and taking pictures and riding! 
I felt so lazy just sitting in my bed contemplating if I should go out or not and I finally got my lazy butt up and head out for a run.
Now I never really had a run that was that exciting! Literally, it was SO COLD and people on the street would go buy me in their cars honking horns screaming ''YOU GO GIRL! '' HAHAHAHA. I guess people who have the initiative of running in this kind of temperature deserve some acknowledgement! :P 

After that I just got home and decided to do some yoga and relax and free the mind.
I swear there's something about yoga that just makes you think about yourself and not everything you're thinking about. It's that moment when you're with your body alone, and you just listen to your inner voice that just speaks out! 
It's hard to explain, what I highly suggest is you go try it, sign up for a couple of classes and then when you know how it kind of works do it at home. You will understand where I'm coming from.
It's also a great stress lifter, and great for snowboarding!
Speaking of which if you have time, go on the Burton website in the girls section, they have an article about Yoga and snowboarding and it's actually pretty interesting!

So yeah, and then my car wouldn't start. OBVIOUSLY. and I don't think it's going to start today considering it's -30 now.... And I work.. So I guess I'm going to have to walk to work then! YAY. 

I wouldn't mind only the fact is that it's super cold and I don't have the appropriate boots to walk in the cold. (And I'm poor so as much as I would like to buy some Sorel boots I can't ) 

Oh my god I feel like I'm babbling forever and ever I'm so sorry.
My point of todays blog is that I've been having trouble with friendship lately.
I have great great friends, and great surroundings but sadly there's some of my friends that I feel have a great lack or respect towards me considering I'm trying so hard to be their awesome friend...

It's like one week everything's great we text and everything and then all of a sudden it feels like they turn on me and they become rude and stop texting etc.

And the thing is.. I really don't think I deserve it considering I never really was mean to them.. And it just sucks cause that's when you have to draw the point in seeing if they really care and want to be your friend of if it's just meh, whatever.

Friendships hard to handle. And sometimes other people get in the way and you feel all debalanced and you don't know what to do about it.
I guess it's just like a relationship. You need to take time and see what happens then.
You can't do anything about it as much as you would like to head straight over there and find out what the heck is going on. Sometimes it's best to just keep quiet and one day they will either realize they lost a good friend, or they won't and as much as you want to still be with them , it's destiny in the end that decides.

Like I like to say about love '' You can't make someone fall in love with them'' 

Anyways, I hope you like the thought of the day,
here are some auto-portrait shots of me on my yoga session, 
Enjoy,