So, sometimes you wake up and you realize some days are meant to be bad. For instance I woke up to heavy rain and wind.
It felt like an insane hurricane(like hurricane Katrina) gusting in 1000000000000miles an hour ripping off house tops and taking cows away from fields creating an insane end of war like storm.
Ok.. I might be over reacting but you know me by this time it's what I do! I guess girls just tend to over react over random things. But hey guys, you know you love it ;)
I woke up and just felt like hiding under the covers and staying there forever and ever incognito style and let the world stop for just one moment so I can take my breath. Sadly I worked at 10 so as a good saleswomen I got up, took a shower, applied my amazing makeup to hide my many flaws and grabbed my Starbucks coffee and went out the door to conquer the storm and go to work!
Went well, as I was doing my goals in the sports section considering I never really did work in that section I was pretty amazed! (I'm more of a fashionista bra sexy stylist as I call myself) I love to help women find the perfect combo and know they are leaving with something they can't wait to wear and feel confident!
Although, as I am struggling with the many ''student'' ''art'' people. (Yes I am a photographer AKA. artist, and a student) problems this one occur to me the most: MONEY.
HONESTLY. Why didn't my 6th grade dream come true? Get a money tree?!!
I would just SO NEED ONE AT THE MOMENT. Considering I'm starting another busy semester at my dream photography college!
Sigh* After knowing I will barely be working next week (thanks to dead season and the economy) I felt like that idea of hiding under my covers forever and ever felt like a good idea!
So as I did, I got home after work and went straight to my bed. And I am still there now, in my covers writing away my awesome day!
Jealous right? PFFFFFFFT.
After watching a couple of shows of Underemployed (SUPER GOOD SHOW BTW. On MTV, and literally it's almost better than Gossip Girl!) I came to realize that money really isn't that big of an issue.. I mean yeah it kind of defines your destiny and now a days we kind of need it to survive, but I find we take it in too much thought.
For example business people. They wake up every morning, go to work, come home, sleep. Repeat.
And what do business people think about the most? MONEY. And it's true. Scientifically proven. (Okay, maybe not scientifically but in my mind yes)
I feel like they live for money, they work work work. and work. and work over that.
Maybe not all of them but I remember when I went to NY, I could see all these business people walk fast on their phones rushing to their offices with Starbucks, looking serious and stressed and all that combo in one. Why? Because of money...
When really money should be the least. Money should just be there, but a support. Yes we need money, but we're not necessarily going to die without right? I think of those homeless people out there with nothing at all, and I tell myself, wow. How do they do it? How do they just tell themselves ''C'est la vie'' and just live on without money and the worry of not having any?!
It's amazing, I admire them deeply honestly. I keep telling myself when I become a famous photographer I will be going to Starbucks getting a bunch of coffees and handing them to the homeless who have nothing at all, to brighten their day!
I think the right support we do need to depend on is love. Friendship, is like a gift that god gave us, whoever god is really. And we should be so grateful for it. Today, I had a crappy day. A REALLY CRAPPY ONE. And I had a couple of friends who came up to me and hugged me and supported me. I had friends see my Facebook having a sensation I was having a bad day and called me and texted me to cheer up.
It felt good.
I remember my best friend telling me one day many years ago that friends are like the very first stuffed animal you've ever had.
QUOTE, she said( and I remember perfectly): Friends are like the very first stuffy you ever had. They are there since you've met, They give great hugs, even tho sometime in your life you need to get away from them a while they will always be there.
Mine is in my side drawer and whenever I feel sad I pick it up and just look at it and think about what my best friend said.
Sometime life gets to us, hey I'm still pretty young and I have a lot more in life go through, so I might as well be ready and try and keep positive, as long as I have my amazing friends.
enjoy,
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