Just breathe.

Hey guys, 

it's late I know, I can't fall asleep there is so much on my mind.

You know that feeling when you want to sleep cause you're so tired but you have something on your mind and you try to like think of something else but it always comes back. Then you roll in bed, turn on your cell hoping someone would text or call you, saddly know one has you go on the internet and somewhat regret going on because you find something you didin't want to see and now you know you won't sleep?

Ok. Breathe in and out.... in and out. Haha sorry for blasting this like that but holy molly rocky my heart feels like a big swollen piece of something stuck right inside me.

Feeling like this annoys the crap out of me because I'm such a happy person and sociable and lately I've been all zen and confident but I guess I still haven't had to chance to actually sit down and trying to figure out who I really am. I think no one really sat down and thought of who they really are.

It's one of those questions you can't answer inless you are a 100% sure who you are.

So who am I?

For now, I guess I can respond by being an active sociable crazy girl who wants to become a professional photographer, that loves snowboarding and trying new things.

I'm unique, one in a million no one can be me.

That's who I am, and who knows... Perhaps next year I will have a new vision on who I am.

I really needed to blow off some steam hahahaha! Everyone needs it, either it's sports, listenning to music.... I guess for me it's writting a blogg!

It's just, I changed so much this past month, and I wanted to show to a certain someone I did change and that I'm great! But that person I guess doesn't want to. He doesn't really care, and it hurts in a way cause that distinct person meant so much to me... 

But I need to keep my chin up, and not let that someone bring me down because life isin't worth being sad and sorry for yourself. I guess he's the one loosing out! :P Typicall line a father would tell his daughter!

This picture here is a self portrait of myself from yesterday.

Enjoy,