Never out play your mind.

Another rainy gloomy day.... *sigh*

I woke up this morning with aching pain from every muscle in my body from skateboarding yesterday! I guess that didin't stop me from going out for my morning run with my dog, who by the way is named Avalanche!
I wasn't to determined to go out in the drizzly weather and was actually thinking of just not going but once again I pushed myself and it felt good. Besides, as I got home I rewarded myself with a nice cup of tea listenning to some nice music!

So because there was absolutly nothing to do today, I cleaned the whole house from head to toe. I felt like Cinderella! I cleaned the floor, washed the windows/mirrors, took out all the dirty garbage from the house, did some laundry, did the dishes etc! Hopefully my mom will congratulate me thought she won't notice my hard work and later on tonight grumble on how I do no cleaning around the house -__-. 

As I was cleaning my room, I saw my little bamboo plant on my desk, and decided to put it on my floor and take pictures of it. I just sat there with my camera discovering different angles, using my flash and then I started to think. I guess the little heart design on the plant made me think about obviously that cruel emotion who is called love. Love really hurts, it's that craving everyone wants, but doesn't want to feel heartbreak. The problem with love is that when you love someone, you believe that person will be there forever, and that through all the little down times you have you know you will always have each other backs and in the end of the day, snuggle with them and know you feel loved. It's false thought... Cause when you get attached to someone and you start to really believe that person is serious about you, they leave. I'm not trying to be a hopeless romantic, but I believe love is only made for one person only. In other words, when you find that real person, that person you can't get off your mind, the person who you know won't leave... Well that's love.
Cause all the people in the past that you went out with and such, you didin't love them. You liked them, a lot. But it was never love. Because love is something that can't be broken. I know someone who went out with this girl in high school and in the end they broke up because it just wasn't working out. After a few years of experiencing new people and such, that guy realized he couldn't stop thinking about her. Now, they are back together and they are planning on getting married. 

So I guess what I'm trying to say is that never out play your mind. Your mind is connected to your heart. If you can't stop thinking about something, go get that special something. Either it's love, friendship, school, etc. Just go for it, take a chance, cause if you don't then you will be stuck with regret. 

Enjoy,