Note to self again: Try and find a good massage place to get a massage because my back is dying and taking it with me.
Hi dudes!
I hope all is good, it's getting a lot better this week considering I had a pretty hard week last week! (I totally said week like a lot!)
Oh well deal with it. Anyways, as last week rolled in I got a very worried call from my father saying my grandma was very ill and was going into a life threatening surgery the same night and that it was very urgent.
Scared and worried as I was I cried a river and drove with my amazing boyfriend from Montreal to London Ontario(A total of 8 hours) To go visit her and make sure she was going to be alright. She survived surgery which was pretty amazing, and now she is recovering at the hospital. (From missing a week already of school I came back two days ago to go to school but heading back out there saturday to visit her.) I realized after going through an event like that how life was short.
Life is something so delicate, it really is... It's delicate and wonderful! Life is wonderful! Honestly it is, I mean it's magical to be able to breathe and be a person.
We are all someone who means a lot to other people and to life.
I thought I was going to loose my grandma and I was terrified because I loved her so much and so do many people.
If she passed away that night so many hearts would be crushed, and I couldn't bare think of that.
Life is so magical and important.
People don't realize it, and I didn't realize it until this happened. (Okay I did but this really did touch me to make me rethink again.)
I find we watch too many violent movies where people kill other people so easily like it was nothing, and then we put ourselves ''Life can't be that fragile'' until it actually happens.
Maybe that's why we hear about murders every day now. People don't seem to understand that killing someone is killing many people at the same time.
It's destroying life and destroying the one true thing we still have on this planet.
Anyways that's how I feel and it's just to say how glad I am to find my sweet grandma safe and recovery from surgery!
Although she is complaining deeply about the hospital food(she's a cook) She is eating, and that's good news!
Now other than that I need to get back to photography and start getting my head back to the world of fashion! Yes indeed the photos from below are from yesterdays shoot I did with a lovely lady to get myself back into photography! Lovely photos and I sure am proud of them!
Sometimes when you get all shooken up from an event it's good to just go back to doing something you love to do to make you heal from the inside and get back to the normal life!
And then today I finished up a couple of photo projects and greatly spent the day with a really good friend from school! And then I got amazing news on how I will be shooting one of the winners from the show The Face hosted by Coco Rocha!
BOUYA YEAH AWESOME I KNOW RIGHT?! Okay so it's not a contract it's a test shoot but it is pretty amazing to be honest I'm so excited!
So yeah, all my photography is coming together slowly but surely, and with all these anxiety cries I get of being a struggling artist who wants to just so desperately make it in the fashion world I think I'm doing good so far!
Enjoy,
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